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lyrics
Got a permanent contract with the great benefits
put my name on a mortgage, now in debt until death
relationships stable if not slightly precarious
But in moments of quiet, got me thinking what's next
Made a list of the pluses and minuses
looks good on paper so it must be correct
I'm pretty sure the pluses are counterfeit
I need a recount, it's all bullshit, now I'm screaming what's next
What's next
Got me thinking What's next
It's all falling apart and I can't handle the dread
Got me thinking what's next?
Got misgendered again because my passing's exemplary
Citalopram, alcohol, hypnosis and therapy
I feel at most times that my brain's trying to murder me
They say breathe in and relax, what's next?
What's next
Got me thinking What's next
It's all falling apart and I can't handle the dread
Got me thinking what's next?
Got a personal trainer, got a brand new guitar
I can't keep it in tune, everything feels bizarre
I feel sick to my stomach, I feel weird out the house
Think I'm slowly withdrawing and I'm scared I'll allow
another panic attack in It'll slip through the gaps and
it keeps growing inside me till it's burns through my eyelids
White hot heat in my head and a giant stomping his fucking foot on my chest just get him off me
What's next
Got me thinking What's next
It's all falling apart and I can't handle the dread
Got me thinking what's next?
credits
released May 31, 2023
Recorded with Tom Hill at The Bookhouse
Cover photography and art by Nicole Murrells
Big thanks to Joe Windowhead, Abi BCOS RSNS, Lily and Healey Fightmilk, MB, Harry Superfriends, Paul M, Dan Buds and George Gadd for the chunky gang vox.
Music and Lyrics by Brutalligators
Lead Vox: Luke Murphy (they/them)
Guitar, Glock and Gangs: Paul Wade (he/him)
Bass and Gangs: Simon Lee (he/they)
Drums and Gangs: Rhys Kirkman (he/him)
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